Assalamu Alaikum

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Ever since I was a child, I didn't have much interest in my religion and often distanced myself from it. I perceived followers of religion as conservative and narrow-minded, based on what I observed around me. To me, following religion seemed to imply that as a woman, you had to stay at home and not venture out. This perception led me to focus solely on my personal and professional growth, with little regard for my spiritual development.

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The only time I prayed Namaz was during Ramadan, and even then, it was only once or twice. I constantly used the excuse that my relationship with Allah was personal and that He understood my circumstances. However, these were just excuses.

It was only in July 2023, during a period of significant personal and professional turmoil, that I began to seek solace. Despite talking to many people, no one had answers to my problems. That was when a Muslim friend suggested something that initially seemed absurd to me: he advised me to pray and tell all my problems to Allah. I laughed at the idea and made another excuse not to pray.

He then posed a question that struck a chord: "If this were your last day on Earth, and if our journey is about finding Allah and peace within, do you want your last night to be one where you are far away from Allah and did not even offer Namaz?" That question changed everything for me.

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Since that night, I have made a conscious effort to pray Namaz daily. This commitment has brought a sense of ease and purpose to my life. My spiritual journey has not only brought me closer to Allah but has also positively impacted other aspects of my life. I continue to grow professionally, my relationship with my family has improved, and I have become more disciplined.

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During this phase in my life, I felt utterly lost and nothing made sense. I started feeling that maybe I had made so many mistakes in my life that Allah was very angry with me. I thought that no matter how much I prayed or talked to Him, He would not listen. People around me kept reinforcing this belief, telling me that maybe Allah was angry with me. I felt hopeless.

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But when I began offering Namaz, I poured out my heart to Allah about all my problems. It was surreal to keep talking about my issues without getting a direct answer in return. Yet, I knew things would change for the better, and He would show me the path. I kept believing in Him and in the fact that He cared more about me than I did about myself. This unwavering belief helped me keep going.

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In this year of exploring Islam, I realized that it is not just a religion but a way of living. Unfortunately, Islam is often misunderstood. I found myself lost at times due to the way Islam is often presented—sometimes in a manner that feels more alienating than inviting.

This realization compelled me to start 'Human of Islam.' I want to share my journey of finding Allah and spirituality, knowing that many people like me hesitate to approach Islam due to misconceptions. Islam is a beautiful religion, and I aim to show others how it can enrich their lives, just as it has enriched mine.

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